• I am along way from sanity, it like fear is always near me, i cant live here in this town, i always frown. i wish i could kill my life, ive spent so many years in the dark, that i question love in my heart, i cant feel a thing, and do you what it feels like to never feel the warmth of the sun light. i hate all of my friends they are fiends grabing and tearing me to shreads. im just ready to kill all me aspects and all my alibies just to feel alive. i am just live here in the dack looking at my self through a mirror of my past and now i lie down at last while the tears past my worries away and all my pain is gone for today.