• I awake to the cold and darkness of my life.
    I get ready for the crap day i will be having.
    I walk out in despair
    Heart broken and dead.
    I see the kids hanging in that one corner .
    I walk over
    trying to fit along.
    But they just push me out and throw me to the floor
    And i just walk away.
    Wondering why they hate me so....
    I walk behind that abandon convenient store
    Felling rejected an outsider.
    i run home and take out the razor.
    And say this is all my ******** fault
    stops.............
    " what the hell am i doing"
    " i am not afraid to live"
    " then why am i dieing?"
    " is it all the love and hate i been through?"
    " yes it is.. but i will live on"