• Part of me won't go away, everyday reminded how much I hate it
    Weighted against the consequences
    Can't live without it, so insenseless
    Want to cut it out of my soul and just live with a gaping hole
    Pride myself and taking control of the situation
    Responsible for its creation
    Hang my head low cause it's part of me
    You hardly see, right here in the heart of me
    Hurting me, the roots old scar
    New cuts over where the old ones are
    And now I'm sick of this
    I can't stand the sandpaper thoughts that grate on my sanity
    I'd rather not even be
    Than the man that's staring in the mirror through me.
    Freedom can be frightening if you've never felt it
    Once it's been delt with
    You feel like you've been touched by something angelic
    And then melted down into a pool of peace
    Cease to be the animal you used to be
    Eradicate the paid pollution
    Feel the rein of resolution
    But then you start to see another piece of yourself that you can't let be
    Memories of the last fight to free yourself
    Take you to the depths of the bottom of the well
    So you know that you can choose to lose the part in your heart where your inside's bruised
    You can live if you're willing to
    Put a stop to just what's killing you