• Sorry it has to be this way
    You know I never want my choices to sway
    But here I am,
    Confused and scared
    Not knowing what to do

    At first, I chose you
    I couldn’t stand to see how they treated you two.
    Since then, it’s never been the same
    Making this choice has driven me insane
    And I’m still not sure what I really want to do

    I wish I could tell you how this ended
    But I don’t want to have to look you in the eye
    You were the better choice
    I know this now
    The only problem is
    I can’t go back to your side

    I told them I would leave you
    Never say another word in your direction
    I find this harder than it sounds
    We had gotten so close

    I trusted in you, and you in me
    If I leave, will you still keep those words secretly?

    I hate leaving you like this
    It burns me inside,
    But it also huts me to leave them

    Remember when we were all together?
    When none if this was troubling

    How did I get stuck in this, anyway?
    Was it because I couldn’t stand it being that way?
    Them calling you a whore and talking behind your back
    Was I doing the right thing, or complicating things?

    Now it’s come to this
    I have to choose, and it wasn’t easy
    If you ever read this, will you understand me?
    Will you understand my point of view?
    Will you understand why I left you?

    We haven’t know each other long,
    But it’s still hard
    I’ve known her for almost seven years,
    And he’s always been there

    When I thought I lost them,
    I discovered how much I actually do care for them
    And how much they actually care for me

    It’s been fun
    I loved being with you and your family
    But it’s all over from here
    I hope you understand my fear
    Of saying goodbye
    But here it is,
    Maybe we’ll meet another time.