Blade

• Artist: ibeevalet
• Description: I wrote this when i was going through a tough time. im not completly better but ive stayed away from shape objects...kinda
• Date: 05/11/2009
• Tags: blade shelbyevalett

The point of the metal
Cool on my skin
Slides across slowly
So I feel my sin
They start out as scratches
That fade away fast
But turn into deep scars
That forever will last
When I pick up the scissors
My mind loses control
My body is trembling
As the blade eats my soul
The last time I did it
I didn't bleed
But I still see the marks
That I didn't need
I thought this would help me
Make the pain go away
But as I gradually feel better
I see the cuts that will stay
And I now know that what I did
Hurt more than just me.

Comments

[Shelbys-Star5567]

This was from a long time ago Leah.... Don't tell no one...

[leelaa23]

shelby, u have me & kait & all ur friends at school 2 help u :/ i hope u feel better

[ibeevalet]

thanks again everyone. if you want to talk to me PM shelbygurl5567. thanks!

[XxMonsterous MeganxX]

wow this almost made me cry.
im so sorry you had to turn to this,
just remember,
no matter how tough times get,
know that friends, family, somebody is always there.
and good for you,
its always better to stay away from sharp objects (they can be super dangerous)
biggrin
best of luck.

[ibeevalet]

thank you everyone for commenting. this is my poetry account and if you would like to talk to me send me a PM at stephiegurl5567. thanks again for supporting me

[24th angel]

i've cut myself and they were scratches and then cuts.actual cuts. and they're gone now but i still have the scars and its still sorta red.

[raistlins_daughter]

jeez this almost made me cry. this will stay with me forever, it's not often I find someone who knows what this is like. Just remember tough times don't last, but tough people do. so if you want to hurt yourself becuase it will actually feel good don't becuase it Does go farther than just cutting yourself.