• sometimes Im a good friend
    sometimes I just dont know
    I give as much as I can
    but sometimes I wana let go

    I try to do my best
    sometimes its not enough
    I might feel like giving up
    so easy if I cud just give in

    but one thing Ive learned
    about life in this world
    without something to live for
    without someone to love

    without friendship
    there is no life to speak of
    there is no hope to hold on
    there is no life within

    there is only life without
    without all the things
    tht make you believe

    someone to love tht will never leave
    friends who are there, whoever u are
    people tht care
    no matter your condition

    no matter what you say
    you wud never wish them away
    no matter what you do
    they will stand beside you

    but me, sometimes I cry
    sometimes I feel like I dont try
    sometimes I feel so uncertain
    I need a friend like you

    To tell me how special I am
    To help me believe tht I can

    I can do so much more
    but it seems so much I fail
    like I dont know what its for
    the reason I try
    or the reason I fall

    the reason Im afraid of losing it all
    It has happened before
    becuz I didnt do enough
    sometimes I just feel like…

    Im just not good enough
    And shes the only reason
    Im trying to change
    After everything I lost

    what was the cost
    friendships and love
    dreams of what cud be

    memories of those who will never be
    never agen will they be close to me
    I wonder if theyll even remember me
    but why make a list of what Ive lost
    becuz what Ive got is so much better

    but Im still afraid
    you might not c it if you look at me
    but just look at me
    think of how I use to be

    and know tht Im stronger now
    now tht I have someone to love
    becuz shes the only reason I know
    the only reason I feel, I cant let go

    I never had a chance to start
    tht chance was taken from me
    but shes given me another chance
    to prove myself and to prove my love

    and I try so hard but is it enough
    when sometimes, some days
    I can do so much more
    but Im still here

    still trying to find something
    to try a lil more, to cry a lil less
    to push myself into the world
    to make myself, what more I feel

    unless…
    to take myself from what is real
    from what is fear of what is life
    but chase a dream, chasing her
    the one to someday be my…

    but will it be enough
    can I take her higher
    away from this world
    away from the way

    tht most ppl live in this world today
    and if I pray I ask, will it be enough
    and if I stay I ask, which way I ask
    which way…

    not today I guess
    just try a lil less
    cry a lil more

    try not to make a mess
    and dry your tears
    before she knows
    ...tht your afraid

    dont be afraid she d say
    somehow youll find a way
    but you cant help but wonder
    is she afraid too?

    does she have faith in you?
    are you far from the truth?
    I dont think I am, but I am
    Far from her…

    Far from where she is
    Far from where she sleeps
    Far from where she lyes in bed
    The Tears from her eyes she weeps

    And why Am I not there
    I ask myself and tell myself
    I wud be if I care, I cud be if I tried
    If I tried a lil more, if I cried a lil less

    but its not easy I guess
    its not easy for me to see
    theres so much more I cud be

    If I just pushed myself to try
    push myself to go, or to let go
    push myself to say, to let her know

    I never learned to try
    but look at me, Im trying
    it may not seem like much
    but once inside I was dying

    yuv given back my life
    yuv given back my hope
    you give me reason to believe
    you give me love and truth you see

    your breathing life back into me
    but its still hard, but I still try
    though Im happy, I still cry

    I need her love, I need our friendship
    becuz without it
    without her, without you
    I just dont know what I wud do

    I know I wudnt be ok
    I wudnt believe
    & I cudnt say

    tht Id be happy or here today
    if my dreams were taken away
    if my love or if my friends
    without you all, my world ends

    I love you all, and you luve
    I luve you more
    becuz you wont let me fall

    yuv been here for me
    yuv been my best friend
    and Im happy to be with you
    until the end

    and the rest of my life with you I spend
    until the end of forever and for always
    will I be…

    yOur Luve
    your friend

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