I am Fine

• Artist: akatsukigrlX
• Description: being "fine" hurts. it hurts so much. i am sick of "fine". "fine" can just go to hell. i want happiness.
  
  its been a shitty day and a shitty weekend and i dont understand why i cant just get one day of peace. one day of feeling good. one day without having to fake a smile or hold back tears.
  
  i just want one day. is that so much to ask?
  
• Date: 04/03/2009
• Tags: fine

I am fine.

These acid tears that burn holes in my face
Like the poisonous words that tore apart my heart
They mean nothing
They are nothing

I am fine.

My forced glass smile is so close to breaking
Yet I can wear the mask of happiness so naturally that i begin to scare myself
It means nothing
It is nothing

I am fine.

Your icy words rip like fire through my heart
Tearing apart hope untill I finally believe
I mean nothing
I am nothing

I am fine.

The pain posesses my entire body, a sharp ache
brought on by emotions that I am too weak to handle
You mean nothing
You are nothing

I am fine.

The lies hurt almost as much as the breaths that keep me alive
And the dark thoughts that follow only add to the nightmare
But it means something
It is something

I finally realize

I'm not fine.

Comments

[BannedAccount8623822]

it does hurt to be "fine"....

[BannedAccount8623822]

i understand how u feel i go through s**t everyday without a second of happiness most of the time i feel worst then fine so imagine tat

[ruroukenluver13]

i hope that when ur one day that isnt shitty comes u write a poem for everyone to read and hopefully ur life will letu live happily from then on

[Valoralin]

I know you will get ur day and after that u will be way better then fine this is a wonderful poem and i hope u do more of them but with happiness with that hurtful sad mask off and ur smile is shown ok ^_^