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You came into my life like snow falls into June
Things started so fast & ended so soon
Everyday I asked myself If I love you still
Though I knew you never will
You never had the courage I thought you always have
For someone so fine, how can you be a coward lad?
I thought you never felt to love so true
For you never felt what I felt the day I held you hand
As time flew I realized that you loved me so true
But still your eyes always say "I hope it's not you."
I hold on to all the lies, though I knew it can kill me since day one
I hear those sacred words
Hold on to those precious dreams we shared
And kiss thy lips that's never mine
Stole all the moments that are so divine
Gave my life for I thought you gave yours to mine
You left without saying "goodbye" nor "thank you for the good time"
For every star I see each night
I always wish that can I ever feel your unconditional love even just for one night.
On every penny I drop on each well
I always wish of holding you & never let go
And on every candle I lit at the chapel
I sincerely pray deeper than my hearts desire that your the one I'm destined to
To be my life
The air I breath
Something that can keep me breathing even if there's nothing else to breathe in
On every ring I hear at the telephone
As tears fall from my eyes whenever I'm alone
It's always the symphony of your voice I long to hear.
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After my long waiting have gone
My dream reality finally begun
I was the happiest & most blessed person alive
Finally I'm with you without being taken for granted
Nor blocking all the words for there's much to hide
I've put my hopes so high & invested so much, for this time it's real
So perfect & true that made a picture of a perfect future
But there's no such thing as perfect
Eventually, the colors starts to fade & came back to black & white
It all came back into my darkest nights & overflowing tears
And my love to the girl he consider the Juliet of his life
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There's no one to blame in this misery
For I knew it started with blank & will end in blank
It's my fault for taking that's never mine
And though you left & made a fool out of me more than the stars in the sky
I'm still thankful that fate let me borrow you
Stars actually made my dreams come true
Hearing you say "I love you" with tears from your eyes
Isn't just a fantasy that only exist in my dreams
But a reality that never just came out of the blue
That's all I ever wanted
A chapter of your life
But for me your a book that never ends
I may be breathing at this moment
And I know you don't pretty much care
It's easy for you to just walk away
But for me at every step I take a piece always that falls behind
Soon, someone can pick them up & put me back into pieces
And I can be their life
But no matter what, nothing can change about my star at the land of the rising sun.
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Title:
Blank Who? (1st Love)
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Artist:
ilovemytenorsax
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Description:
well... it's like... a story about my first love & heartbreak ever.... [lol] i did this poem like... long time ago, it's not that much, & I'm not that good. I just want to share a piece of my life to you guyyyzzz. hehehhe. this poem means a lot to me... although there's like a lot of grammatical errors and everything. I've been hiding this poem for a long time cuz.... i don't want anyone to read it... especially him... but now... :) I'm all good. & if he sees this... well.. OH WELL MANNN!! lol.
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Date:
03/14/2009
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Tags:
first
love
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