• The only things I know are love pain and battle am unable to do anything else but that I know of. Only thing that holds me back are my own fears and my own bounds I do not dare cross. some has made me stronger just to bring more pain then my heart can handle. I fall to a-knee with a sterling dagger to my chest pushing it into my heart in a petty attempt to be-rid of my heart only to fail. I lie there bleeding from my wound looking at the stares asking you what kind of person I am. Am I nothing but a heartless. Then the voice of the goddess speaks to me telling me to live on to love again. I can only reply this. "Is there a point to my living in such pain or do you have plans for me?" she replies that is not the matter the matter is there is someone out there waiting for you. can you tell me whom or must I endure he pain to learn that ones name? Please give me your enlightenment. You must endure the pain for you are strong. I ...am...strong. you are strong if you believe you are. more words to echo through my head. i doze off and remember you. The one who stole my heart than crushed it in one foul swoop of your blade. I remember my last words to you the ring back and forth through my head like one thousand bells. "No I will you can find someone a lot better than I am.I say this because I...I am a heartless angel. the only thing I'm good at is going in and out of darkness and by you leaving that will only further the darkness I feel taking the last of my light and make me feel as if i hurt you as well." i remember these words in regret i draw my final breath and i fade away into darkness.