• Why Do I Try

    Why do I try so hard to empress you even though I know you don’t care?

    I see you in the hallways, I see you at lunch staring at your dream girl.

    Why can’t I be her? It hurts to lie.

    I hate answering those questions like
    “What should I get her?” “What do I do?”

    I only give you the answers that I would want from you.

    Knowing she would love you more and more, my heart is crushed to the down pour.

    As I wear those hand-me-down jeans and she wears those top model-skinny jeans, I hate trying to be better then her cause I now I won’t succeed.

    I’m not a Barbie doll this ain’t fantasy world. I knew we would never have that chance, so why do I take that glance knowing I’m always here for you and you’re never here for me!