• You're something I hate
    something i love
    your something that gets to me
    after all these months.
    through the mistakes we've made
    and the happiness we once shared
    the love i have for you
    will never see you care

    i felt my heartbeat
    last night in the dark
    you must have done something
    to get me this far.
    it beats for you
    and i dont think you care
    so i may as well go.
    you gave me life
    then you took it away
    i dont think you get it
    that i am in pain.

    i deserve a smile on my face
    and a glitter in my eye
    that comes with an eternal fire that burns to love you
    i deserve to have you in my life
    and to not watch you fade away
    along with the love i could give you
    if you wouldnt walk away.

    ive been down this road
    a few too many times
    and i wish this love for you
    will forever leave my mind.

    as i lay here in the grass
    looking to the sky
    it all turns to grey
    and begins to cry
    i can relate to this weather
    but i cant to you
    i cant read your mind
    but i can see through

    the sun is warm like your embrace
    the moon is grey
    like the way you make me feel
    i love the look in your eyes
    when your happy and smiley
    i hate how that look
    does not pertain to me
    i love how when the few times you hug me
    the hug lingers like a storm
    that storm makes me happy
    but when its over
    the pain comes back
    and my eyes begin to tear...
    i want you to feel
    the pain that im in.