• in my dreams hes in them, even though i try noy to wake up because these are the very few times i get to see him

    its sad when i wake up in the morning
    knowing that i wouldnt see him until... whenever i dream

    i never know if hes dead or alive because im not with him in real life

    it sometimes bugs me to the point where i cant handle it and i just want to scream, cry, and just see you just ONE more time

    its painful knowing that my dreams arent realy true because life without dreams wouldnt keep you on the look out which helps when your down sometimes