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    █████: Heard they had a new simulator bay built in the old recreation center here so I gave

    it a go and it's rather addicting but I have to admit, getting lost in a simulation is like eating a

    couple of chocolate covered bacon that the cafeteria ladies cook up for rare occasions, mmm

    sounds tempting to ask if they can cook some right about now. Well putting guilty pleasures

    aside, I had my own little program saved up for myself and only I have clearance to use it

    unless someone asks me if they can use my simulation, well not that anyone might find

    interest in it since it's catered to my taste. Well since this is a personal journal and not a lot of

    people would listen to these recordings after a few decades of dust and withering in archives,

    my simulation is just a plain and simple one, living off the land out in the wilderness of Alaska.

    It's soothing and helps me whenever I get lost in myself, these daydreams keep happening

    more often than I though, me gaining the will to do whatever I want because I can, becoming

    bot a super villain but also a super hero whenever I can... killing people.... saving people....

    heh it's like playing god, except I'm a walking apocalypse that's ready to implode and bringing

    everything with me into oblivion or into emptiness.


    Well there is one way of keeping track of these daydreams and making sure I don't fall into

    the wrong mold, these paper tails are quite useful, at least one of them, I created a tale

    called " Into the Vault "It" goes," it's like a mental vault that both locks any unwanted

    memories and reminds me never to "fall" anytime a certain daydream slowly creeks up on me.

    ██████ thinks I'm just going nuts because of the pain meds, but I can tell that he's just

    saying that to save me from becoming insane. Heh good friends are hard to come by even

    though I've already made a few here while the rest are in the front line of duty earning a good

    check from a days work. Well I gotta end this session before I start talking to myself again.


    *sigh*

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