• I sat up.
    "The widows call you?" I shook my head, and began to walk home. When I got there I'd probably get yelled at by my dad again, like always. He never gave up, blaming me for... B-Brandon leaving. IT WASN'T MY FAULT. Dude, I get it that you miss him, but you're causing me pain too... Even the mention of his name... Suddenly I tripped.
    I didn't fall... I never do. I had been spacing out more lately. I've read the Twilight series... I had to put the book down halfway through New Moon. I wish I could be like Bella, walking around in a haze... Instead I was stuck with the burning pain.. stuck with feeling like I'm slowly dying more everyday. I picked up the book I dropped.
    "Do you need any help?" I whipped around towards the guy talking to me. I was gonna get myself killed not paying attention like I was. My eyes met the most chocolaty brown eyes ever. I stood up, at the same time as him, speechless.
    "Well?" It didn't sound rude at all. Suddenly I could focus again. I smiled for the first time in a year and a half.
    "Yeah.. t-thank you...." I could finally forget Brandon... This guy... Could he be the piece to the whole in my heart? Could he make me... Happy again?

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    I looked into the mirror, my sparkling blue eyes now dull... my blonde hair disheveled and uncared-for. My eyes were puffy, I didn't know angels could cry in till now, I was never sad.... There was always angel. She was everything ever good to me, ever since I fell. Life was dark, I don't even remember then...... I don't think I ever had a soul then...I was just blank. Then angel came and reminded me of what I used to be. Gave me back my soul, woke me up. And now she's gone... Now everything was blank again, only I was already awake. I felt the pain now, I still had my soul. I wish I didn't.

    "You're so blank now Brandon."

    "Shut up Sol..."

    "Aww Bri... don't be so rash.."

    I whipped around. "Don't call me that!" I growled at him then stopped myself shocked.

    "So you do still have feelings for her..."

    I sighed and walked to the window taking off my shirt. "I'm going for a bit... And yes... I guess I still do..." I jumped off and my winds expanded, seeming to grow out of no where. I needed to get my mind off of Angel... for good. I needed to see her one more time.