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I looked back over at Kura "I'm going to wake her up, keep an eye out." With that i closed my eyes and focused on me and Kura's connection, she was running through the woods searching for something.
I opened my eyes and was surrounded by pine trees, they towered over me. I walked through the forest fallowing a dirt path, I wasn't in a dream i was in a memory.
I walked through the forest, i refused to look at anything but the dirt on the ground. I refused to look at the dying rose bush to the left of me or the growing oak tree's to the right. I refused to look at the lake coming up with the small wooden dock. I refused to look in front of me because i could already hear Kura's soft whimpering.
"I won't go back Nara, i don't want anyone else to die." She said i heard her feet shift, i knew she was staring at me but i couldn't look up to face her. No i didn't have the mental strength to see her in that white dress that Micky had made her. I didn't have the strength to see that grave. I didn't have the strength not to break down and cry when i saw the angle carved next to Micky's name.
"Kura, i promised your mother. I cannot go back on my word, you need to wake up." I walked a few steps further but my leg muscles stiffed after that. My own body refused to allow me to go any closer, it was only this place, this memory that made me like this. Made me this weak of a person. The wound was still this fresh, to the point where i couldn't even look at the gravestone.
~Once is enough~ I said to myself. ~Twice is enough~ I said to myself ~ This dream is enough~ I said to myself.
Kura was suddenly sobbing she ran at me and grabbed my dress. I hadn't realized what i was wearing till it was to late. The dress was a yellow sundress with blood stain's on the chest and at the bottom. I screamed like i had the night i realized she had died, and collapsed to my knee's. I grabbed Kura by her wrists and twisted them.
"What the hell have you done!?" I couldn't stop myself, "What the hell have you done to me!?!" I screamed.
Kura stared at me a tear running down her pale cheeks her bright green eyes looked twisted. " I'm showing you, that you'll be just like her if you keep protecting me!" She yelled back at me, she pulled her wrists free and i stared at her from the ground the dress looked the same, It was tight against her chest with no straps it flared out and had light pink flowers at the bottom.
Micky's grave was the same, I stood up i grabbed her by the shoulders and pulled her into my arms. I wrapped around her instinctively, "I'm so sorry, Kura, but i will not end up like you mother. I made a promise. I told her i would not let you be taken, ever not even when I'm on the verge of death. I will never let anyone take you. I will do everything in my power. I'll destroy this whole world if i have to. I will do what ever it takes to protect you."
Kura didn't hug me back she just shook in my arms and cried, Part of me wished i could be Kura's whole world. Part of me hated Micky, i hated Micky because in Kura's eyes she was the most important person. I wanted that, i wanted to become the most important person in Kura's life. But i wasn't, Micky had the same feelings i have. Micky and I were best friends up till Kura turned three. Micky then realized she couldn't be the mother she always wanted to be, she couldn't watch he child grow up she couldn't watch Kura go to school, graduate and fulfill a normal lifestyle. Micky lost what was most important to her. Before Kura was born Micky and I were soul mates, no not lovers. I believe there are four soul mates you meet in your life. Your lover, your ally, your mortal enemy, and the one person you will chase for the rest of your life.
I have meet all four, and I've watched two of them get buried six feet deep.
- by Disfigured_Rainbow |
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- | Submitted on 09/22/2010 |
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- Title: The spirit of life and death.
- Artist: Disfigured_Rainbow
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This is chapter two of "The spirit of life and death." In the first chapter you learned about Serenity one of Nara's partners but now you will learn Kura's past more endepth.
Enjoy, comments are loved. - Date: 09/22/2010
- Tags: spirit life death
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