• ... It was a day of all that stupid days when I'm going to work, home, sleep...
    I earlier was thoughting about my life, plans, work, love, death. But still, I'm 16, living in the street and working in illegal massage cabinet. It's nasty, because my dad left me in the street when I was 5. Street give me a chance to live, so I'm still here.
    Officially I'm living in shelter, but there's just a stupid nanny, who's using physical punishments. stare so I come there sometimes, when I haven't food or when temperature fall down over -16°C.
    So my life was totally s**t. But then I saw HIM. Oh God oh God! There were really they. These boys who been on TV once a week or made a concerts in all over the world. I was maybe stupid but not that I can't ask "HIM" for autographs. So I runned and runned and runned... And when they saw me, I hit a boy, who was REALLY beautiful. The hair was black, eyes were green and all the face seems a bit confused.
    When he saw me opened his eyes widely and stared at me like I was a bag with million bucks who started to speak. "Hi"- I said, but he still stared at me like a psycho. "Sorry for that hit. I've just saw my most favourite band and I didn't notice you." After a minute he started to speak "Hello..." And I though That's it? You'll just say "Hello" and walk away? Thank you God, he said more "..And that's ok. This is not your fault. Ok I have to go know, so bye." When he walked away a few steps I shout "Hey, stop! Could we talk in cafe or somewhere else?" And he shouted back "No, sorry I REALLY need to go." And that was it, but I stared at the floor and find a credit card. Wow maybe this is his card? I know, I would spend his money, but he was to good and gorgeous for that. And by the way I didn't wanted that he walked to police and say that I've pickpocket him. So I runned and shouted "You left your credit card! Stop!"
    He turn to me and glanced at me "Really? Ok, thanks. I see you want to talk to me, but I haven't got time. Just pick my phone number and go away." Ok I took his phone number and walked away. That was the end and I though that I never seen him before and the pain was so big that I realize that this was first and last time when I saw him.