• The fires were surrounding me. It was sufficating. It seared my flesh and stung like nothing else. My eyes were getting blurry. The air, it was too hot. I heared laughing and I looked back behind me. I saw all thier faces, all those who have tortured me over the years. Some had hit me in the face, while others had bullied me to the point where I just wanted to disappear to nowhere. Thier mocking laughing faces made me so angry. I just wanted to make them suffer as much as I had at thier hands. I felt power flowing through my veins instead of blood. The power was overwhelming, it was too much. I screamed as I felt the power starting to take over me. It burned worse then the fire. It made the fire feel like cold water, soothing and flowing. It couldn't put out the fire though. As the fire seared in my veins more I started to scream in utter agony. They started to laugh again, louder and more mocking. That was it. Why should I hold back such power when they make such a mockery of me. I closed my eyes and let the abundant power take me over. I heard their screams and started to laugh. Then in a distorted voice I said "Not so much fun anymore is it? Eh? IS IT?!" I heard thier screams in reply. When I opened my eyes I saw what I had done. Blood stained my hands and clothes. I saw bodies strewn all over. Not only the bodies of my enemies, but of my friends. Tonya, Breanna, Blayne, Bekkah, Maddeh, T...those who were there for me. My eyes were watery with the tears I would not shed. I fell to my knees and screamed, not like before, when the agony was physical, but a soul shattering howl of pain and misery. I had killed them all, all of them. My pain seemed endless, like a swirling black abyss that you cannot escape. I vowed then and there that I would never let that happen.

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    It has been 1/2 a year since I had that dream. I can feel power in my veins, more than I can ever possibly control. Despite it all I somehow have the power to resist it. I am determined not to let it come true.