• "Because I love you. I want you. Always and forever.I would never hurt you" he grabbed my hand pulling me closer to him. I bumped into his chest lightly.His lips were on my hair. He whispered quitely into it.

    "Always, always. My sweet Mae" his velvet vioce said, melting my insides.But i came here to let him go, not this.

    I pushed him away. I was in control. He didnt love me. He was going to hurt me. They always did. "No, Im leaving. Dont come after me. This cant be happening, you dont love me!!!!"

    I made my way to the window. Roughly opening it, the wind rushed in. I looked down. Oh so far down.I could hear his footsteps drawling nearer. I leaped up onto the windowsill. His fingers lightly brushed my hand trying to grasp it. But he was to late. I jumped. Out of the window and into the still night.

    For one second all i could feel was the air rushing around me as the ground came closer. I knew it was going to hurt. I knew. And i loved it. Knowing it would soon be over. All of this would finally just go away.

    I landed on my stomach at an old anngle. My head hurt so bad and i could feel the blood rush out of it. There was pain everywhere. Then i was numb. I knew it was over.My thoughts swimmed back to Ian. His beautiful face appeared before me.

    "I love you" my mouth worded soundlessly. Ian. Was the last thought before all went blck and I knew i was dead at that moment. For love. All because of love, guilt, and the feeling og being unwanted.