• When we where twelve, Christine talk about s-clubseven
    I thought it was the most stupid thing but my secret love likes it to, she lived in London at 11, she came and we become friends,

    the girls in that age dance with no grace & everyone makes fun of everything
    christine sayd: guess where i saw this?
    she had a scarf in her head
    i sayd: i don't know
    and she sayd: from the tv show of SclubSeven
    i remember that like i remember the colors of my room

    i thought it was the most stupid thing that pop singers stuff... all the girls love all the pop shits and i was learning about folk
    Folk & things that are really stupid too
    the kids in that age truly belive in what they think
    now im listening the last Birtney record
    & then i listen the first velvet underground record
    the problem is at nineteen ( my last year as a teenager)
    i dont belive in my truth, and i doubt about myself about my tastes my colors my compositions my decitions
    and thats harder than 13
    we always think being an adult is harder than be a kid
    but anyone remember how is to be a kid